noticing: wonder
point defiance pause . october 22, 2011
Yesterday, Ellie Jane fell asleep in the car when we were on our way home after picking up a few things at the store. She had been so fussy, but suddenly, while I was singing to her, I noticed that she had settled and her eyes were closing.
I was so happy to simply have a few moments of quiet to breathe and not feel like I was maxed out on multitasking.
As we got closer to home, I decided to just keep driving and headed toward Point Defiance Park. As John Denver sang about one man finding himself in his twenty-seventh year and a mist of rain fell, I began to notice that autumn really has arrived and the leaves are shedding their green. The pine trees are shedding as well, and the green moss seems to be moving out of the shadows and onto center stage.
The park was beautiful. I lowered the windows a bit to invite in the sound of the rain and slowed down to take a few photos with my iphone. Ellie continued sleeping, John Denver kept me company, and I could feel my body begin to relax. My mind was able to slow down enough to just notice one or two thoughts in my usually swirling brain.
In the middle of the drive, as I came around a curve in the road, I saw one yellow maple leaf twirl toward the ground.
When I say twirl, I mean literally it swirled in a tilt-a-whirl inspired dance right toward the earth. The wonder that came up in me in that moment honestly took my breath away. As a child, maple seeds were often a source of delight as I would pick them up and then watch them helicopter in the air, but I had never seen a maple leaf do this same dance.
I was struck by this idea of the connection between the seed, the beginnings of this tree, twirling toward the ground long ago and how the leaf remembered and followed its ancestor. In this moment, I think about Paul Simon's words in the song "Under African Skies:
This is the story of how we begin to remember
This is the powerful pulsing of love in the vein
After the dream of falling and calling your name out
These are the roots of rhythm
And the roots of rhythm remain
So it is for the maple tree. So it is for us.
And so this is my practice: Creating space in my life to notice the world around and within me. Even in the midst of the multitasking and all that must get done. Even in the midst of the roles I play and the realization that letting go of some need for balance is necessary.
My practice: Slowing down, noticing, opening my heart to what I find...to life. And I am reminded over and over again that the first step is to show up as me. And then take a breath. And then another. And trust.
If you are seeking ways to be more present to your life...if you are seeking ways to simply begin to recognize that this space for noticing your world and what you need exists in your life...come along with a few other kindred spirits and experience Create Space. We are gathering this weekend and will begin on Monday. Find out more here and please email me with any questions.
May your day be full of beauty, wonder, and moments to take it all in,
Liz
creating space in the moments.
Reader Comments (5)
Beautiful!
I have so much gratitude in my heart. Hearing your story and inspired by your wisdom, I just had to let you know how special you are to me. Also, I'm thankful for the reminder about Create Space. Looking forward to "seeing" you there my friend! =)
Liz
i could feel myself relaxing as i read your words...
thank you for that moment...
i needed it in my whirlwind life right now....and one of these times
i am getting on one of your retreats
they seems so magical.
xo
such an amazing road you trvled on.. just beautiful... your thoughts too. xo
wise words, my friend :)
I love the photo taken from your car. As a single mother of two I understand appriciating quiet moments for rest & reflection. You live in a beautiful state, and beauty is of the abundance. Oceans of Love Cheryl